I still haven’t forgiving old Derrick completely. I have a bad habit to clinging to my past ๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿช๐Ÿ”๐ŸŸ mistakes. I think I do it as a gut check. I’m my own constant reminder of my ๐Ÿบ๐Ÿ”past struggles, which is great because I believe that keeps me so relatable, transparent and humble. My openness and candid vulnerability is also an epic double edged sword ๐Ÿ”ช ๐Ÿ˜  that can sometimes be an anchor, keeping me from letting go and making room for future progress. Misery ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ซloves hiding, and festering and becoming darker ๐Ÿ˜ and ๐Ÿ˜กangry. You can’t stay angry at your old self and live salty consumed with pain and fear because of old things you done and stupid mistakes you made. You can’t truly heal and ๐Ÿ’™โค๏ธ love yourself in the now if your still beating yourself up for shit from two years ago. Don’t hide, don’t perpetrate but own it, scream and fight, and let us move on. We are ๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ”ช warriors there will be ๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ˜battles, but they will pass. Let us who are damaged forgive ourselves and move on, the pain may be sharp.. It may feel disgustingly familiar but don’t retreat or go back to old habits, dig deep, put on your armor and remember this will pass. I love my tribe 823 always - DWRECK ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘Š #fightingobesity #fattofit #tbt #throwbackthursday #iusedtobefat #fitmencook #beforeandafter #bodyunderconstruction #weightlossstory #weightlossjourney #fitnessjourney #edwarrior #edfamily #fitnessfamily #paleo #paleodiet #mensphysique #physiquefreak #staystrong

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